The honesty breaks me down.
The lying almost made me happy,
Almost made me not-lonely.
I couldn't be there for you when it happened,
Wasn't there to hold your heart in my hands,
And love it after the abuse.
Did the bruises ever really go away?
Did you ever stop aching between your legs?
Did the blood and tears ever stop flowing?
Where was the smile you used to have,
Lighting your face like candles?
The wind makes your hair blow,
But if they had not found you,
Would we driving around now, talking
About all the things I missed
When they were right in front of me?
Am I blind, stupid?
I am so upset that the world hurt you.
I am scared I will turn into you.
Time may only make it worse.
Escape while you have the chance so that you can
Live again without the weight
Drowning your heart in its story.